I contemplated praying the other day when I saw my mother crying. An irresistible urge to comfort her in the only way she knows how. But I disjested the feeling and found it lacking…something.
A certain flavor to give rise to my struggles. Not things I share with those flawed like me but something I quickly lust about to those others who believe. Others who are so far from me but still people I love.
I saw my mother crying and wanted to give comfort in the only way she knew how. Copy the posture beaten into me and speak past a jaw wired shut. But there was something wrong with this image. This debatable fiction layed out before me.
I tried to bring up the images of those I despise with such a passionate love that it can only be fate. Oh how I tried to push them away but when I needed them most they stood by. Watching my mother with regretful tears in her eyes. Me kn my knees easing my hands in high!
But I distress with this taste in my mouth most foul and tamed. Struggling past the restraint to say amen.