Sweet angel on bladed wings
I remember the words you used to sing
How you smiled
How you laughed
Blamed for things that are in the past
Remember the fights
All things left behind for sillier days
A goddess named Nova taken to soon
A angel flying high, bladed wings can’t abuse
Fly high Nova
Fly high indeed
One of these days
I will again hear you sing again
Losing someone you care for suck. No it more then sucks but right now I can’tseem to think of anything better past my tears. I have been crying and all I can think about it how there wasn’t much time. I used to think you were the world. You were everything I wanted to be and more. Tall, beautiful, strong and confident. There where times when I was extremely jealous of the friends you had. The friends we shared who treated more like a follower then an actual friend. You were also so freaking nice lol. Used to drive me insane. It wasn’t till recently they I discovered your true struggles. Sure you hear things in high school but rumors are rumors; not always to be believed.
Still I loved hanging out with you.
The first day we meet it felt like forever before I got up the courage to talk to you. You had been sitting with this girled (appropriately named Jessica Music, both sharing my first name and my lve for music)
You two were the first friends I had made on the bus. I had been looking inbetween the crack of the seat and window when I saw someones MP3 player. I believe it was Seether being played and just the only song I knew all the lyrics too.
Lol I worked through every scenio on how to talk to you both. Eventually I did and it led to us being friends. We all talked a lot.
Jessica ended up moving and yet me and you still talked. We stopped once high school really got started and they changed the bus scheduales around.
You gained friends in our crowed that I barely hung out with, I stopped talking but everyonce in awhile we would still see each other. I was never truly angry with you. Sure I got jealous but I was never angry.
Recently though…we started talking again. You made a post about something on social media that touched me. I responded and we begin talking. We made plans this past weekend. We had so much in common I regret not talking to you sooner. You are a Goddess. Dark skinned Beauty that touched so many lives. Who made me realize that not everyone is who they seem.
I was never angry at you, just so very jealous and so very alone. You never stopped being kind to me. You talked to me.
I will never forget that…
Happy birthday in Heaven sis. Don’t worry I will never forget you.
1/12/1994 ~ 1/12/2017