I have Borderline Personality Disorder and everyday a friend has died.
Not literally died but figuratively.
It hurts to lose a friend.
Hurts to watch them love someone else and treat you like it never was
Like you never were
Like everything you have done was nothing
Compared to then, you are nothing
Forgive and forget is an overused phrase.
Move past and allow them to leave
For them to smile
For your old friends to wonder away
Forget what it was like to live for yesterday
I lost a friend today
I will lose more as I age
Everyday I will be forgotten
Left behind by those who were to angry to say goodbye
I lost a friend the other day
They turned and walked away
Cursed my love, my very name
Said that even as time change things will never be the same
Lost a friend years ago
Never meant to last
Left without a backward glance
I lost a friend and will lose many more.
Because of who I am and who I couldn’t be